Heard this song years ago and suddenly I just had this urge to listen to it =) Luv the song and the voice! Josh Groban [You Raise Me Up]
This is one of the videos where there are lyrics at the side
----------------- On another note: Ameer's leaving, so sad. That's why we're all having chili crab dinner, hope he likes it =) Although he's not an asian, he has seen more of Asia than me, by actually travelling there to explore, eating their food, and interacting with the local culture. Not just shopping, u noe. Today I went out to get a card for him. A cute card =)
----------------- So far my timetable's not confirmed. Devept lab, Forensic, Jap2, and what else?? Motivation? OB? Crime and Punishment??
Give thanks
Thursday, November 27 8:10 PM
I'm so thankful for: my God vic feng my parents bro my dear friends
=) =) =) Thankful, irregardless of crisis or no crisis
I want to be on both sides
Monday, November 24 9:45 PM
Exams are over today, and I have officially ended my sem - me and Qi went to get snow ice to celebrate. heh~
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Oh gosh. I'm in such a major situation I really don't know what to do. Help me! I can feel the effects of stress: increased heart rate, tension, worry. I really don't know what to do (and nono it's not about timetables or anything trivial like that).
I guess I'll have to make a momentous decision tomorrow, and I hope to get a time extension. Because right now I don't have the words to state my case convincingly, so I need the extension...so that things will 'somehow' sort themselves out (?) ...so that a solution will present itself (?) ...so that I won't have to make such a horrible choice (?) ...so that I simply won't have to face pain or guilt, whatever you call it.
I feel fear too.
Oh dear, I'm talking in riddles. But I want to talk in riddles because I feel safer that way. Things will seems less solid, more vague, and less sharp in fog.
Waaa~!
(Dear God, I really need your help)
4 nov 2008
Tuesday, November 4 11:47 PM
Today's shuttle bus uncle blasted loud rock music while driving along at a cheery pace. And he occasionally punctuated the music with rhythmically enthusiatic thumps on his steering wheel with one hand. I couldn't help grinning ~ uncle so cool =D
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This morning was my jap listening and oral test. Listening was quite scary! esp the last part which was one Whole Long dialogue, most of which I couldn't catch. Aiyoo the ones I could catch were English related: hawker center. So terrible right! I'm taking a jap class but I can only catch the english words. Bleah luckily everyone else also looked stunned haha.
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And then later in the day, I got back 40% of my marks for Ado (individual report + group presentation). Super jin zhang can!! It's such a huge portion of my marks, sure cham if I don't do well. And R even said that we might be surprised at the marks, because some people wrote out of point - major "doke doke" at that point.
Heng ah~ I did good for my report, and I think I deserved it after working so hard. Heehee my efforts paid off =D
Okay, sadly group presentation was low enough to balance the good report marks. Maybe we were not detailed enough? But anyways, although presenting first has its advantages, it has major disadvantages too. The best is to present near the first, but not the first.
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My last complain: The whole world watched Avenue Q!!! Fine, not the whole world, but a sig number. Like I told S, if Wicked or Phantom comes to S'pore, sign me up for tix! Hopefully Avenue Q extends beyond exams hor =)
Exam Stress
Saturday, November 1 9:50 PM
And again it's exam time - double the stress, the tears, and the worries. I always feel helpless and extremely panicky because I start to doubt myself. I don't know if I can study enough, or whether I can do what I expect out of myself. (Actual versus Ideal, actually)
Sometimes you feel like engaging in self-handicapping. I throw the notes aside to surf the net for hours. This way, I'm effectively distracting myself from the pressure to mug and the growing anxiety of lack of time. This is terrible of cos, although it feel good at the moment - throw all my cares aside and fool myself into thinking I'm smart enough and can fake my way through the exam.
Yet when I snap out of this moment of disillusion, the anxiety and reject will be doubly felt. Something like 'xian tian ho ku' right? *sob* I think I must be stronger than this
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Spider-hating. Sashimi-loving. Travel-obsessed. Everydaygal.
[-but i want more in life-]
